Tuesday, June 17, 2008

LAST NIGHT

HEY GUYS I JUST WANTED TO COMMENT HOW GREAT OUR DISCUSSIONS HAVE BEEN OVER THE PAST FEW WEEKS. I FEEL LIKE WE ARE GAINING NEW INSIGHT IN HOW TO LIVE OUT OR WALKS WITH GOD. I ESPECIALLY THINK TALKING ABOUT HOW WE SOMETIMES CONFUSE PEACE FOR FEAR IS SOMETHING THAT WE NEED TO BE MINDFUL OF. I KNOW THAT THIS IS ONE OF MY STRUGGLES AND I WANT TO HAVE THE DISCERNMENT WHEN I AM THINKING THIS WAY. ON THIS NOTE I WOULD LIKE TO ASK FOR YOUR GUYS PRAYERS. I AM CURRENTLY THINKING ABOUT RECONCILING WITH SOMEONE WHO I WAS FRIENDS WITH A FEW YEARS AGO. THIS PERSON WAS VERY MANIPULATIVE WITH ME AND LIED TO ME ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS. ONE OF WHICH AFFECTED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH EMILY, (THIS WAS THE LAST TIME I HAD A FRIENDSHIP WITH HIM. AT THIS POINT I AM ONLY CONSIDERING THIS, AND PRAYING FOR THE LORDS GUIDANCE. HIS NAME IS ERIC, AND I WOULD VERY MUCH APPRECIATE YOUR PRAYERS AND SUGGESTIONS. MY BIGGEST STRUGGLE WITH THIS IS I DO NOT WANT TO BECOME HIS "BUDDY" AGAIN, BUT I DO WANT TO CLEAR MY CONSCIOUS OF THE MESS THAT I FEEL CAME FROM THIS CONFLICT OVER TWO YEARS AGO.

PEACE
NEIL

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

For sure Neil. That sounds like a stand up thing to do. TG